A Beautiful Vivid Life

2008-12-21T07:44:00.001-08:00

hello, bitchesss. :D

i am sorry for the late blog premiere, 2o days late. i am sorry. yall have to understand that i am done with spm and i have to enjoy life now. and of course, i am new to the new version of blog. so i took a period for the bloody blogskin only. and of course, the updates. update for two months is not easy. so try to understand. thanks. :)

relink. :D

http://www.brokenheartsforsupper.blogspot.com/

those who i didn't inform about the new blog on your cbox, i am sorry. your cbox is not functioning, and i don't know why. so i don't ask me regarding it.

thanks. :D

p. s. leave some messages. HAHAHA. i am sorry i am being demanding. mr cbox is feeling empty. ;P haha. i will see you there. :)

2008-10-29T01:17:00.000-07:00

hello.

i am sorry for the lack of updates. you know, i am not the only one. SARAH MIRANDA JAMES and SAKTIAWATY AP PANCHAKARAN. haha. you see, laptop broke down and dad hasn't buy me a laptop yet. so many pictures, so little time. sigh.

moving on.

life is, bitcheyyy. spm is coming and i haven't revise anything yet. you know what? i think i am done with complaining about spm. i think yall should too. just shut up about it. stop telling me how many days to spm. it is annoying.

moving on to very, very pretty things.

mrs.santaclaus. :D i love and miss that bitch. she made me fall in love with oasis. old school fuckkk. i am currently addicted to " wonderwall " and " stop crying your heart out ". i was listening to " wonderwall " for the past two days. and, and, and it is awesome that both of us hate dota and love the sims. :D my loves know how much i love the sims. :) i used to go to the computer shop for it every week, but i still failed to download it. and her laptop has it. :D it is like, we are meant for each other. hmmm. i am in love. <3>

okay. additional updates for
perimbun's graduation.
kathir's open house, and vern's fucking fire crackers and gaius's bad aiming that almost got me blinded.
saktia's open house.

some random pictures.

you are going to be the one that saves me,

and after all,

you are my wonderwall. ♥♥♥

2008-10-27T00:39:00.000-07:00

" honestly, tell me. no lies. just the truth. "
" go on. "
" do you care what people think? "
" no, that is why i do whatever i want. i live for myself. not for them. "

thanks.

2008-10-16T02:31:00.000-07:00

laptop is being such a bitch. it just died, a week ago. I DIDN'T WATCH PORN. trust me on this. and i didn't want to tell dad because andrew's laptop died the other day, and boyyy, he got scolding like fuck, but dad found out, somehow. no, he didn't scold me, because the damn laptop is old fuck. haha. so i am glad and all. dad is contemplating on buying me a new laptop or not. goddd, i hate this. so now, i am using bernard's, and it is hard to update because he doesn't know the existent of my blog( or he does. ) because it is weird for siblings to read my blog. you know what i mean.

okay. moving on.

coming up. updates for azuana's open house, my soon to be new handphone and, ahhh fuck, i forgot. i hate it when this happens. anyway, stay tune.

p. s.: mommy just called me, invited me to go for a party in uncle titus's place and i can't go, because i have tuition. O.O hmmm. i hate spm.

2008-10-04T04:18:00.000-07:00

hellooo, bitches. i am backkk. :)

okay. so gaiusbooo is in cyber cafe, playing dota with bernard and cousins. so i am free, and bored. was listening to " just a friend " by biz markie. hella of a good song. so i suggest you to youtube on it. go now, go on. :D have been crazying over songs nowadays, from the oldies to the moderns. the other day, i was addicted to " linger " by the cranberries, " because you live " by jesse mccartney,( i am over you, asshole. ) " superwoman " by alicia keys( superwoman. :D yaaa, look at my s on my chest, bitchesss. :D ) and more. am greasy and all, but too lazy to drag my ass to the bathroom. hmmm. what else? o yeah. the updates as i promised in the previous post.

but before that, some pictures i took last week. if i am not mistaken. didn't want them to feel neglected. so, tadaaa. :D

currently my favourite slippers. :)

was curling gaiusbooo's hair the other day, and he was loving it. ;) NO, IT IS NOT GAYMO, YOU BITCH.( to this certain person i think she would comment about it. ) so shuttap.

okay. that is all. let's get back to business.

1th October 2oo8.

woke up. mom and i went to the nearest coffee shop to take home some lunch for family. came back home, received a call from sarahbond and mojo jojo, asking me to hurry up because we were going for a swim in venice hill. was panic because i was still in my usual sleeping outfits and still greasy and all. so took shower and threw whatever clothes in andrew's red tropicana life schoolbag. i put on a black jersey and a pair of jeans, carrying the red tropicana life schoolbag like a schoolgirl in a pair of leopard skinned slippers. was waiting for mom for like, half an hour or plus. was irritated because girlfriends were waiting for me to get my ass there and mom was being such a slowpoke.

got at sarahbond's place like, at last. O.O told them i would just watch them swim because i hate taking shower again. yes, i really, really hate taking showers. so we were comtemplating on a yes or a no. gave in since mojo jojo looked annoyed by my decision and i did one of my least favourite activites, shavinggg. O.O we walked all the way from mudun to venice hill. it was a long journey, but worthed it because we bonded. :)

yes, i was make upless. hmmm. fuck you. haha.

went to matthewballessnerd's place first to drink few glasses of water as i was suffering from uti.

put on a grey sleeveless top and a pair of white padini boxers. the water was sooo, cold. was trying to slowly, slowly dip myself into the cold water, but failed miserably. so marched myself to the baby's pool where the water was still cold, but not as cold as the adult's pool. got used to it and jumped into the adult's pool. :D sarahbond was struggling. haha. this thing reminded me of how we celebrate the end of pmr, swimming there and eventually got a fight with dinesh. haha. time to get out from that beautiful place. lost my nose ring. so was unbelivably annoyed. put on my pair of jeans to replace the white padini boxers and just, erm, that is all. uncle james and aunt shanti picked us up and back to sarahbond's place.

even though i looked fugly here, but it is my favourite picture. because my face expression explains it.

i am a piranna. :D HAHA. i looked unbelievably fugly here, but i don't care because everyone has flaws. so shuttap. :)

now, you see us.

and now, you don't. ;)

i don't know why, i think mojo jojo looked nice here. :)

was suffering from trying so hard to put the damn nose ring into the fucking hole, but it was closed. so was suffering for 3o minutes before succeed. was drowning in disappointment when mojo jojo told me she was going back home in a while because i thought that it would be carmenjoannesarah's night. i chose to move on. had our dinner. was talking about random stuffs and all. aunt daisy came and picked up my little darling. sad. hmmm. vinuth was forcing me to go to joshuabond's bedroom. was giving him a hard time because i was dryblowing my wet hair, but gave in in the end. was shocked when i saw a scorpion, crawling on joshuabond's arm. they were daring me to let the creepy crawler to crawl on my arm, but dared the de silvas first. dinesh did it, but vinuth was too chicken to. dared sarahbond, who was in the bathroom, taking her shower, but they told me she is a chicken too. so brave myself and let the small fella crawl on me. was ticklish, but it felt good. :) haha. was disappointed because didn't take pictures of my superwoman moment, but oh well.

vinuth's randomness.

to make it a more sleepover, i brought masks for everyone. well, mojo jojo, sarahbond and me, but mojo jojo wasn't there. :(

was struggling to sleep because was thinking about him and sarahbond insisted on offing the light, but she lost. yes, i am afraid of dark. shuttap. kept waking up every fucking one hour. was annoyed by that fact.

2th october 2oo8.

woke up, was really sleepy due to the sleepless night yesterday. took shower. put on my favourite bernard's white v neck skeleton tee and a pair of stripes shorts, carrying a petite black guess handbag in a pair of leopard skinned slippers. uncle james sent sarahbond and i to tun razak for s. f. a.'s jogathon.

was lost because i saw new faces only. found aunt daisy eventually. apparently, mojo jojo was, well, jogathoning and we were one hour late. haha. was cheering for mojo jojo when she appeared out of nowhere. she won the fifth place. :) marched ourselves to a seat under a tree to have our breakfast, where mojo jojo was screaming over ants crawling on her legs. haha.

time for mojo jojo to claim her medal. was really proud of my little girl. :') HAHA.

BUM BUMS. :D HAHAHA.

credit to saktia, the photographer.

mojo jojo, sarahbond and i walked ourselves to tun razak's lrt to go to tasik selatan. it was a longgg journey, but totally worthed it because we bonded. :) saw this white scene dude with a bunch of white girls. was impressed by the way he wore, but totally swallowed my thoughts when i saw his hairy chest. O.O yes, i hate hairy chests. i am ewww by it.

were waiting for the bus, but gave up in the end. took a cab to alam jaya. the chinese cab driver was, well, annoying, but funny.

cab driver.: mereka orang nak i send mereka ke ju. banyak jauh tau.
sarahbond.: oh. yaaaa.
me.: what in the hell is a ju?
sarahbond.: i don't know.
cab driver.: singa di sana banyak kurus cam dia. x pointing at sarahbond. x
me.: oh. HAHAHA. ju. zoo. totally make sense. haha.
cab driver.: x on and on about zoo. x
me.: x pointing at a dead dog. x awww. that dog is dead.
cab driver.: LANTAK LA.
me.: HAHAHAHA. kau tau tak sini ada dinasour?
cab driver.: tak ada laaa.

some some of the conversation. i swear that dude is full of bullshits. haha.

marched ourselves to pk, or something like that for lunch.

was impressed by the delicious nasi lemak. very yummy. :) marched ourselves to sarahbond's place.

talking about random things, again. and and and diane picked mojo jojo up. was contemplating on whether go back home or not, but sarahbond insisted me on staying. so stayed. were just hanging out in the living room, watching television while waiting for mom to pick me up.

the starting of sepethotchocolateism. :D

with red lipsticks, it would be my favourite picture. :)

i loveydovey this picture. :D

was glad i was home. was missing benjininja like fuck. was waiting for gaiusbooo to come over for like, ever. found out that gaiusbooo was in church, enjoying the feast. threw a fit about it because, well, i have my own reason. bernard, dad and i went to the restaurant for dinner.

had nasi briyani and some rendang cooked by alaudin. it was, yummy. :) dad, bernard and i went home.

gaiusbooo came like, at last. was bitching to him, it felt so good. because i trust no one when it comes to bitching. he hadn't eat yet. so he was insisting on having dinner in the restaurant. dad, gaiusbooo and i went to the restaurant.

mom was doing this prank on dad, aunt lan and uncle peter. was laughing all the way when aunt lan fell for it. dad, gaiusbooo and i went back home.

watched television before hitting the sack.

3th october 2oo8.

woke up with a full bladder. bumped into mom in the kitchen, asking me to go for mountain hiking with her. told her a big NO straight away. was trying to sleep again, but failed miserably. so was spending time on the television. mom told me about daddy called her, telling her about the sleepover in nilai. was estatic about it. was talking to gaiusbooo until mom and bernard came back from their activity. took shower and all. put on a black tube, a black sweater, a pair of jeans, carrying andrew's red tropicana life school bag in a pair of leopard skinned slippers with NO MAKE UPS ON. was proud about it. haha. gaiusbooo, mom, bernard and i left for our favourite vegetarian restaurant.

gaiusbooo was sighing over the vegetarian restaurant. haha. he hates vegetable. typical boys. mom gave me 5o bucks and gaiusbooo and i marched to leisure mall's bus stop.

took a cab to tasik selatan.

waited for, erm, half an hour before the fucking train came. was annoyed because i despise waiting. took the train to nilaiii. :D

daddy picked gaiusbooo and i up. we left for daddy's working place.

met daddy's friend, uncle edward and his two sons, erm, i forgot their names. haha. it was awesome, playing with, erm, idon'tknowwhatitcalled. gaiusbooo was sort of annoying, putting all the blames on me. x spanking gaiusboo. x ;) left for idon'tknowtherestaurant'sname for dinner.

had bak kut teh. it was, yummy. :) left for daddy's working place again to check on someone.

there was this security guard, a lady who is a single mom went back seven hours early. even though i don't like the fact that she is cheating, but it is sad to know she has to raise all her children by her own. guess i can't do anything about it, but pray. met up with mommy and her friends and left for idon'tknowtherestaurant'sname for dinner, again.

met aunt anna( who looks like lishana. like, fuck serious. ) and her two daughters, racheal and hannah( who likes hannah montanna that hoe. hence, gaiusbooo called her " hannah PONTIANAK ". randommm. ) and anna akka and her boyfriend, kumar aneh. they were friendly, but was sad because fiona wasn't there. :( had some mee for dinner. left for the bungalow.

was sooo tired, but they were having dinner or should i say, supper again. bbq. it was, of course, yummy. :) haha. totally slept off as soon as i hit the bed, with gaiusbooo beside me. :D and second parents too. haha.

i want those headbands and i don't know where to get them. :(

YES, THIS LAZY, FAT BABY INSISTED ON ME GROOMING HIS DAMN HAIR. ;P

i swear gaiusbooo is damn random.

4th october 2oo8.

woke up a few times, but still didn't give in, sleeping like a damn pig when everyone except gaiusbooo was doing their things.

gave in, at last, when my tummy was growling. haha. woke gaiusbooo up for the 23423984th times. had chicken rice for brunch. played monopoly with gaiusbooo, rachael and hannah the whole day. so was happy when they called off the game when the sun sank. haha. took shower and all. put on a grey dress and a pair of jeans in a pair of leopard skinned slippers. gaiusbooo was handling the bags. :) left for the restaurant for dinner.

dinner was awkward. no one was too shy to touch the dishes. so when i put the food on their plates, everyone started pigging out. haha. daddy and the rest left. exchanged goodbye kisses. mom sent gaiusbooo and i home.

annoyerrr.
your face expressions explain it.
and you know, she is not that person i am always jealous of, but knowing the fact that she has something that i don't, it kills me the most because she doesn't know how lucky she is and not appreciating it while i, i am lusting for it. ironic fuck.
no, you are not hot. shut up. and the fact that you didn't change a bit makes me sick.
my god, what the fuck is happening to the world?
weirddd.
" yes, lamber, shake shake shake. ". opsie. HAHAHA.
i guess i am not that easily impressed.
oh my fucking god. you are another clone of zebrafashiondisasterbitch, but worst.
THIS IS SO FUCKING UNFAIR. yes, do take note of this fuck. the other day, i wore shorts to church, and sosme bitches commented on it. so on s. f. a.'s jogathon day, this girl wore a fucking short shorts that perfectly cover her bum bum, but could see her butt cheecks. and no one, you know, told her off or something. it is so fucking ass pissing. zebrafashiondisasterbitch, you should comment on her. bitch. x crickets' sounds. x HAHAHA. i am sorry. it is just so, ass pissing. oh, and a bunch of dudes were looking at her bum bum. i swear sarah and i couldn't stop laughing.
nah, i don't despise him anymore. he is good. :)
yummehhh. ;)
hmmm. sarcasticcc aye.
that, that cold skin reminds me of how much i have missed and a sign to start appreciating things without being ashamed of it. because people's thoughts are not important, at all.
i swear upon god i was an inch to slapping her damn face for bullying her sister.

2008-10-03T22:52:00.000-07:00

yellooo.

am screaming to the lyrics of " because you live " by jesse mccartney in towels. just took shower and all cleannn. :D am packing clothes and all for gaiusbooo's family's getaway in nilai. will be back by tomorrow. so maybe tomorrow night or sunday's, will be updating my blog about sleepover in sarahbond's place, mojo jojo's church's jogathon in tun razak, heart's contents toward a certain someone, today and tomorrow in nilai with the thangarajans and tituses and maybe, just maybe, a day out in sunway pyramid with lovessss. totally estatic about it. gotta go. mom is screaming and i have to get back to my packingclothes session. sigh.

lotsa pictures cominggg. so stay tune, bitches.

love you,

the management.

2008-09-28T04:54:00.000-07:00

and my confession is, i hate that place because of the fucked up people. i am not being judgemental. some people from there itself told me the same thing. and i am going there because of this certain person, the only person I like from that place.

2008-09-25T09:43:00.000-07:00

it's joanne melissa kurian my bff's day. :D

it took us a month to be bffs. not a year or more. just a month. it has been three years and we are still growing strong. yes, we faught throughout three years, but somehow, we would always fall into the same place; a endless friendship. you are always there when i need you. between us, no secrets. i love you forever and ever. because we are bffs like that, yo. ;)

2008-09-24T08:45:00.000-07:00

okay. this is very, very random. was trying some make ups which explains why one eye with purple eye shadow and one more is with black eye shadow. totally found my newfound love; purple eye shadow. :) was bored. so excuse the randomness.

2008-09-22T09:15:00.000-07:00

shut the fuck up, you lastseasonzebraeverythingstupidwhore bitch.

2008-09-19T09:20:00.000-07:00

was and still am bummed out when this certain person told me what's happening between me, this other certain person i called, erm, x and a loser from the other world. there is a huge gap that i, yes, me, carmen chan kar mun made it exist between me and that loser from the other world. no, i don't live to hate, but when it comes to this, it comes naturally. so shuttap.

got the shocked of my life. it is like, totally fucked up. the first thing i did instead of running to x, pulling the hair fuck out of the fucking head and just basically, hurting x was, well, it was really stupid because i hurt myself instead of x, i punched the wall like, what? 4 times? yes, obviously it hurt. don't ask stupid questions, but apparently, i don't care. maybe i do and the most surprising part was, i was an inch to tear. hmmm. fuck that shit.

am just so bummed out because i did things for x and x just, just turned on me. machibai. I WILL SEE HOW U FEEL WHEN I GET ITCHYWITCHY WITH THAT BITCH.

go fuck yourself.

p.s. why do all bad things always happen to me? last week, i had a bigggg missunderstood with gaiusbooo. now, this shit? i hope it is a missunderstanding too. you. yes, you with the black wings, angel of bad lucks. please go away. i am so sick of being hurt for something is not true.

Apparently, I was wrong. Very, very wrong. Those pictures will never, ever be the same. ♥

2008-09-18T09:50:00.000-07:00

it's happy bernard's day, bitches. :D

you were and still are always there for me when i am in trouble. sometimes, you are like, my elder brother, trying to look out for me even though you are my little brat. of course, we annoy the fuck out of each other sometimes, but you know i love you deep inside my heart. in this family, you are the reason why i am still staying. well, something like that. haha. you kick all the other loser brothers in the worlds' asses. because you are the best brother i have ever had like that, yo. ;) i love you, gaymo.

didn't go to school today again. am looking forward to receive another warning letter. :) not. sigh. got ready for lunch in uncle peter's. put on the baby milo i bought yesterday and a pair of blue shorts in a pair of leopard skin slippers i bought yesterday.

leopard skin slippers. :D

baby milo tee. :)

lunch was okay. was drowning in boredom as parents with their usual daily conversation with uncle peter and aunt cindy. bernard, aunt cindy, mom and i left for kajang to buy bernard's birthday cake. we actually broke the usual cake tradition; from secret recipe to erm, a certain shop in kajang. bought a variety of buns too. sent aunt cindy home.

saw kecik's car on the way to my place. gaiusbooo was, erm, angry because he was waiting for 3o minutes plus. it was bloody annoying he was just mumbling and mumbling and mumbling. haha. went back home.

i ran upstairs to redo my make ups since mom was having this fear, i would be a slowpoke and all. right. x eyes rolling. x i put on mom's blue dress and the black beads( trying to bring back the trend, yall. ;) haha. ), carrying black and white converse handbag in a pair of black wedges. so i had this princesswalkingdownthestairsandeveryonewouldbelookingatme vib as i was walking down the stairs. gaiusbooo was, well, satisfied. :D haha. well, except that the black wedges didn't suit the blue dress. so i put on a pair of black office high heels instead. total loveee. :)

gaiusbooo, family and i left for the ship for bernard's birthday dinner.

dad.: why do you always have to take pictures?
me.: because i love to take pictures?
mom.: aiyo. just let her be.

dudes. they will never, ever understand the definition of camposing. ;P

the birthday boy. :D

yumehhh. :D

we are done with dinner. we were back at our place since it was too early to cut the cake in the restaurant.

gaiusbooo and i were just basically hanging out in the living room. he was begging for me to NOT to change into my usual home outfit, a jersey and a pair of boxers, but failed miserably. ;P the clock hit 11 p. m. we left for the restaurant. yes, i was out in my usual home outfit. as usual.

HAHAHA. me and dad's tummy. :)

dad was being such a pest, SHOUTING AT ME FOR LETTING GO OF MY HAIR( because i have a big head. damnit. ) IN FRONT OF EVERYONE. i was an inch to shout the fuck out at him back.

HAHAHA. yes, it was pretty much censored in a way. ;P

gaiusbooo's madonna's teeth. gap. :D

i can't believe this is the first picture of me and bernard tonight. i mean. he is my campose partner in crime. well, in this family. haha.

yes, i know my head is big. dad's gene. shuttap.

we were back at our place. dad picked gaiusbooo.

2008-09-17T10:08:00.000-07:00

am tired. had a long, long day. trying to look for my dream shirt the whole day, but failed miserably which i have to go to topshop to buy that damn shirt. totally drowning in disappointment. sigh. got to take my shower. double sigh.

didn't go to school. didn't go to school the whole week except monday because i had accounts. i wonder what theothergirlfriend would say when she meets me. i promised her i would come to school every day to study additional mathematics. haha. will tell you her reaction next week. if i remember, that is.

was supposed to celebrate bernard's birthday, but dad was busy. so bernard took this advantage to go out with his friends to celebrate his birthday in sunway lagoon and mom and i left for jusco for shopping. i put on a black tee and a skirt, carrying black and white converse handbag in a pair of black wedges.

warning, yet another campose moment. okay. the whole blog is about me camposing. BERNARD WASN'T THERE OKAY. and i didn't want to campose with mom. so shuttap. ;)

my newly shaped eyebrow which i love so much. ;P

precious was literally just standing there, looking at me camposing. haha.

was starving, but mom insisted on trying some clothes as we passed by some awesome shops. so was waiting for her to be done. jusco genda sucks. leisure mall genda rocks. saw some awesome clothes in leisure mall genda the other day and jusco genda has all, erm, fugly clothes.

marched ourselves to the food area for lunch. bumped into aunt janet and uncle fishball. was literally crushed because i thought that we could have our momanddaughter day. mmm. whatever. moving on. we marched ourselves to iforgottheshop'sname for lunch. saw bernard's friend. uncle fishball was finishing our leftovers. so aunt janet, mom and i headed to shops, leaving him alone. was drowning in boredom as aunt janet and mom talking their way through. i can't believe i am saying this, but shopping was, erm, bloody boring.

no, this is not the dream shirt i was talking about. well, it does look like this, but there is something wrong with this damn shirt and i just don't know what it is.

i swear, the best place to take pictures is fitting rooms. :D

the ladies were done with, erm, shopping. we passed by this sellingallsortsofmachines shop. mom forked out thousand bucks on this horse riding machine thing because of dad. wanted to buy this head massage machine thing, but that is for stressed people. haha. hmmm.

the head massage machine thing. :D yes, i know it is blur. well, the fucking seller kept looking.

mom and i sent aunt janet home.

i loveydovey this picture. :)

we were back at our place. was watching television with bernard. had our usual wednesday dinner, porridge. so was fulled. and, and, and mom had to break the ice and insisted on going to pasar malam right after i ate. hmmm. bummer.

pasar malam was okay. bought a pair of leopard skin slipper and two, one black and one white baby milo tees. :D i love baby milo. :) mom bought a lot of food for dad and andrew.

went back home. was pigging out on the delicious hot dogs. x rubbing tummy. x yummeh. :) the total satisfaction of all time. :)

2008-09-16T10:51:00.000-07:00

was watching " hancock ", " made of honour " and " sex in the city ". yes, i know it is too late for me to catch these movies now, but mom bought the cds. so why waste? " hancock " is a total bull, " made of honour " was okay. " sex in the city ", on the other hand, was totally awesomeee. before this, i thought that that show was boring, but boy, i was wrong.

okay. enough of introductions. the reason why i am blogging about this is.

i was watching " sex in the city " and mom knocked on my door to get her clothes.( kak aini went back. so now, kak ebah is handling the laundry and she doesn't know which clothes belong to who. ) she was just mumbling something when she was searching for her outfit of the day. so to kill boredom, i turned back to watch the awesomely show and, THERE WAS A FUCKING SEX SCENE. i was nervous as hell because i didn't want mom to think that i was watching porn. i didn't even know there would be a sex scene. mom was about to turn her back. so i quickly, very, very quickly turn off the fucking television. ya, nice move. i totally forgot to turn off the audio. so there was some moaning sound going on. haha.

ya, that is about it.

moving on to my nicely sharped eyebrow. at least that is what i think about my eyebrow. so shuttap.

2008-09-14T09:34:00.001-07:00

mahalo.

just took off facial mask. was suffering from a numb face for the past 2o minutes. am suffering from having some unwanted visitors on forehead, cheeks and upper lips which gaiusbooo called it " the moustache pimple ". very funnehhh. x rolling eyes. x this is one of the reasons why i hate being on pms. teenage hormones. sigh. despite the temporary miserable pimplespoppingeverywhere, just had my happyhappyjoyjoy days. :) felt bad for thinking about gaiusbooo that way. no, he deserved every single ugley thoughts for making my life a living blackhole hell for the past five days. haha. anyways, the updatesss. :)

13th september 2oo8.

woke up to gaiusbooo's call, asking me to open the gate for him. was ecstatic and nervous at the same time. thought of kicking him in the front, but can't help it, but to fall in love again. made him cook me a bowl of maggi while i took my shower as i had tuition one hour later. mr. shanker came earlier than i expected. he was being such a sweetheart, letting me to eat my gaiusbooomadewithloves girls and bowl of maggi while he was cleaning the table. haha. mojo jojo, suzanne and christine came. so the three hour long class started. was proud of myself when i was arguing with mr. shanker about an account statement because i was correct. :) the kurianmr. shanker went back. was happy to, after three fucking long hour, be in gaiusbooo's arms. spent a few hours in my place before heading to leisure mall for lunch. surprisingly, the cab operator was, erm, polite. O.O dressed in bernard's white skeleton tee which i love so muchhh and a pair of red pants, carrying black and white converse handbag in a pair of soldier slippers. oh, and i wore contact lens too. :)

headed to kenny's roger as was lusting for it that day. thought of going to this newfound favourite vegetarian restaurant, but fast food over healthy food. maybe next time.

haha.

was still hungry and i don't know why. so had a lok lok session as i was lusting for it too. haha. i loveydovey the lok lok hotdog. went back home as we had nothing to do. no money for fuck's sake. sigh.

my big ass pimple.

gaiusbooo and bernard were being such darlings, offered me a session of manicure and pedicure. :) even though it was, erm, not that pretteh, but was thankful to have them hotstuffs to do something not most of the dudes do. :)

decided to walk benji. and precious.

gaius booo and i rested in my place for a while. was planning to have dinner at the restaurant, but adeline messaged, asking me whether i want to follow her and aunt nancy to jusco or not. accepted the request since we had nothing to do. adeline and aunt nancy picked us up and we left for jusco.

my rockstar. <3

accompanied adeline buying her grocery things for her new apartment. am sad that she is moving to cyber jaya. at least if she is still in sunway, i could take a lrt to there, but cyberjaya? sigh. but happy for her though, since she looked content and all. on the way to the car, gaiusbooo lost his rm 6o earing. was irritated because it is rm 6o for god's sake. decided to move on. :D sigh.

had dinner in the restaurant. gaiusbooo was asking me whether he could follow brothers and cousins for dota or not. i was being such a goodygoodygoodgood girlfriend, gave him the green light. ;P yes, bitches, i love him to the bits. :)

went back. took shower and everything. adeline came for a sleepover. we were watching " click ",( that was my 3rd time in this week. " click " is getting overrated and i am still loving it. :) ) slept off before i could finish the movie.

woke up to gaiusbooo's moves. he offered to cook a bowl of maggi, again. totally pleased with his request. can never, ever say no to food. ;P after that, we were just, hanging out. was angry when i got to know it was fucking 5 a. m. because we had to get ready for church in three hours time and gaiusbooo hadn't slept since he came back from cyber cafe.( which reminds me, i still haven't ask him what time he came back. ) in the end, decided to not go for church since gaiusbooo was tired and all. heh. excuses.

14th september 2oo8.

woke up at 8.3o a. m.. no alarm, no nothing. i just, you know, woke up. so was trying to wake gaiusbooo up, but failed miserably. so just continue my beauty sleep. :)

woke up to tummyache. was fucked up because for the past two days, have been tummyaching. endured the pain for 3o minutes. watched " deseparate housewives ", my favourite. :) it was on a marathon. :D 24 hours, if i am not mistaken. was too lazy to drag my ass to cook something for my gastric juice. even though gaiusbooo was sleeping, totally sucessfully made him cook for me. ;) " baby, :(, baby, :(, i, tummyache. cook, cook, something. :( " with a pair of gooogooogaga eyes. suckerrr. ;P haha. basically spent the whole evening in the sofa, hugging gaiusbooo while watching my favourite television show. ahhh. the joy. :) and the sky was crying. :( totally ruined my perfect day. so took shower.

went to the restaurant to celebrate, erm, tanglung festival? all i noe is there was chinese fancy food, abalones. :D and of course, aunt fournames cooked the delicious, erm, tong yuen? it was yummm. better than abalones, if you ask me. :) adeline sent gaiusbooo and i home.

daddy, mommy and kogulan picked gaiusbooo up.

i totally felt guilty for thinking about him that way. i know he loves me. ;P
she should stop being such a drama queen's for god sake.
i wonder where he was.
oh, my, moses. gold diggersss. >:(
i guess i will never let go of this, this fucked up past. i am sorry because i am such an ass, remembering every single fucked up things, breaking the promise that we would not live in the past, but it just grew in me. yes, i know it is not his fault, but i told him, the decision he made still gets to me. he can't blame me, he can just blame his, well, he knows who. i asked him what him will do if this fucked up thing happens to him. yes, he knows the answer. so he should know how i feel. i just can't forgive. maybe time will heal, but who knows?
i hope they are not using him. i hope they really like him.
if i am sleeping or half way going to sleep, please fuck off.
eva longoria is so fucking fine. ;) and bree too. :D
wooow. she actually made it. i am proud of her. :') i hope she would be fine in this industry. :)
i hope he is for real. if not, i am going to break his small penis for breaking her heart. because i love her like that, yo. ;)
to think about it, he was being such a sweetheart, doing everything that i should be doing. haha.

You know I am such a fool for you. ♥

2008-09-11T08:28:00.000-07:00

i don't know why, but i kept on thinking that today is a friday. O.O

maybe because the next day is a happyhappyjoyjoy day, but it has been four days. four, fucking, days. I did care about that shit for the first two days,( I am impatient. ex used to ignore me for a month. it turned out he didn't play me because he was busy working in that period of time, but one month? so shuttap. ) but now, i don't because i used to wait like a fool,( this has nothing to do with that dude i was mentioning about just now. ) with all those questions tangling in my mind. and that is the last thing i want to do. i want to run free. free, bitch, free. ;) sigh.

let's just move on to pretty things, leaving all these ahigherchancetogetdepressions behind.

so today, the last day of trials for this week, had moral and history. was drowning in disappointment because one hour before the exam, i was memorising the moral values and once the clock hit the time where moral officially started and i opened the paper sheet, i forgot everything. every fucking thing. it was bloody annoying. history? enough said.

was dyinggg to go to tuition because it is mrs. salihah and mr. kungs' day and was drowning in boredom. mojo jojo didn't want to because she is having perdagangan tomorrow. so was drowning in disappointment for the second time. was contemplating on whether follow parents to uncle ke's place for his grandson is one month old or not. decided to crash the place because it have been a long, long time since i got dolled up and it was a bordybordyboredbored day.

warning, there are many, many pictures of me, camwhoring, alone. and some of them look alike. so if you are not interested, please do scroll down and down and down.

at last, bought myself that blusher blush. totally lovedovey it. :)

if you look closely, you could see something in my eyes.

totally the definition of running free to me. :)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. totally the gilapicture. ;)

my tongue is long. :D

woooahhhahhhlala teacher. x spanking you. x ;)

was disappointed to see the buffet serving okay food because was starving for the past three hours and expecting my usual chinese buffet on plate; fried rice with chicken curry as the gravy. now, that sounds like a yummy. :) x rubbing tummy. x uncle ke's family seems to get bigger and bigger. don't know whether would like to be like him or not. family? doesn't sound like a happyilyeverafter at all.

uncle yuen sent bernard, guguming and i home. even though uncle yuen was blasting some old chinese songs, was still reminiscing about, us. on or off? hope he has a good explaination for this shit.

warning again, another camboring moment.

was looking at bernard because he was doing something foolish.

and of course, the result of his foolishness.

leggie wanted to say byebye. rawr. ;)

good night, bitches. oh, and i am in deseperate need of doing my eyebrow. i am starting to look like my nick, bffnicolerichiewoooahhhahhhlalaCAVEWOMANinleaves. mmm. love you, bffparishiltonthesizzlingfryingeggpan. haha.

fake smiles and an auto zombie mode; because you weren't here. ♥

2008-09-10T11:17:00.000-07:00

Fuck the once upon a time,

And happily ever after,

Fuck the fairty tales,

Fuck the letters,

Fuck the wishes,

Fuck the smiles,

And laughters,

Fuck the memories,

Fuck the feelings,

Fuck everything we had,

Rip my skin open,

Cut my throat,

Take away my pride.

Just, just don't hurt me again.

From the second you left me hanging on the thin rope and let me be independent for the first time, I can't remember the last time I felt even the least bit of genuine emotion about something. I have stopped caring. Everyday, it is all about opening and shutting my eyes. I have stopped trusting. Not even myself. I half believe everything, facts or fictions except that day. I don't blame you, I blame your pride and that loser. I just thank God that this, this song I am listening to saved me from suicide.

The trick is to keep breathing. ♥

2008-09-09T10:18:00.000-07:00

At this very second, I admire Sagu. I am not sucking it up to her because she doesn't read my blog. Okay. What the fuck? I don't suck it up to anyone. My point is she is a good role model. A tough girl.

2008-09-08T01:29:00.000-07:00

When SarahBond and I were Form Two, we got closer and became BFFs who were self absorbed naming ourselves Paris Hilton and Nicole Richie because she was and still is tall and thin and I was and still am short and fat. Okay. At least I have one of Nicole Richie's features. So shut up. Three years later, we are still BFFs and we are going for infinity. :)

We like the same dude. Okay. Maybe not. My taste is good and hers is the other way round. ;)
We hate the same bitch. :)
Sometimes, our movements and words are same at the same time which make us laugh like a bunch of hyenas. :)
We love sharks. :D
We love Ashlee Simpson. :D
We hate plentons. :D

On 8th of September 2oo8, I have changed SarahBond's nickname to. x Drum rolls. x

BFFParisHiltonTheSizzlingFryingEggPan.

x Touch SarahBFFParisHiltonTheSizzlingFryingEggPan. x Pssst. That is hot. ;P Since SarahBFFParisHiltonTheSizzlingFryingEggPan's nickname is too long, I am going to stick with SarahBFFParisHiltonTheSizzlingFryingEggPan's unofficial nickname, SarahBond. :)

Since everyone is being such a normal, calling people by their names instead of nicknames, I gave myself one. :)

BFFNicoleRichieWoooAhhhAhhhLaLaCavewomanInLeaves.

Wooo Ahhh Ahhh La la supposed to be Wooo La La, but I love Ahhh Ahhh too much to get rid of it. ;)

Love you, bitch.

P. S.: I read all the posts in SarahBond's blog and it made me tear because half of her posts are about our friendship. So it gave me this inspiration to blog about her. :) God. I love that bitch. :)

2008-09-07T01:22:00.000-07:00

I am sorry because I am a slowpoke with everything, but I watched " Apocalypto " for the first time and I have watched it two days in a row. I am impressed with Mel Gibson. I have never, ever thought that it would be Mel Gibson's masterpiece because I thought that the only thing he can do is acting, but I was wrong. Moving on to the hotstuff actor, Rudy Youngblood. For me, the main actor's role is hard to play, but oh, my, Moses. He pulled it off.

" Apocalypto " is officially added to my favourite movies list. :)

2008-09-05T12:28:00.000-07:00

Mushi mushi.

Watashi wa anata wo aishiteru.
Anata wa watashi wa aishiteru desu ka.
Anata wa he desu ka?

Yes, I am learning Japanese. :) Granddad is being such a darling, forking out RM 3ooo for 12 classes for 2o people consist of brothers, uncles, aunts, cousins, his workers and I, but now, we still have some places. So if you are interested, please do tell me. :) And no, you don't have to pay granddad or me. And yes, you should bow down to me and kiss my feet. ;P Haha. Okay. Enough of bullshits. Pictures of my first Japanese class. :)

2008-09-05T12:04:00.000-07:00

Nowadays, I don't know your heart's contents. We are strangers in an empty space. There are two roads left in our shoes. If the silence takes you, I hope it would take me too. Maybe, just maybe, if we run away together fast, they wouldn't get to our hearts. Now, everything is nothing, but a pictures of million Grey skies. From what I heard, there wouldn't be rain for a long, long time. I will feel better once I am out of here. I will see things clear. Once I know, I am gone forever.

If we don't have friends in common, you would be content by now, forever.

Content.

Now.

Forever.

I like the sound of that, but time is unrefundable.

If you could see what's on me,
Smudging eyeliner and melted lipstick,
Then why can't you see what's under me?
A dying love; Grey and sour.

2008-09-01T07:23:00.000-07:00

Hello.

I am sober. I have never, ever been this sober before. Okay. That is melodramatic. Yesterday was the embarrassing day of the year. I still can't get over the fact that I made a fool out of myself. When it comes to this kind of situation, I would give myself reasons for the act so that I could get over it. First, because I have trials. O.O Second, because I have been sober for months. So it was time to get in touch with nature again. ;P Third, because I am hyper like that, yo. ;) Ask Mojo Jojo or SarahLalaLove. They know me the best. Girls, tell them how hyper I am everyday. ;P Forth, because I am the second youngest there. So I have the rights to be cooo cooo in the head. ;P Fifth, June was being such a darling, telling me that it is okay because everyone has been experienced that before. :)

3oth of August 2oo8.

I woke up to GaiusBooo's call, asking me to open the gate for him. I marched myself downstair. I was content when I saw him. :) We were cuddling while watching television. :) I took shower. I put on a Black tube and a pair of jeans, carrying my Black and White Converse handbag, but Gaius made a big deal about it. So I changed and put on a Grey Superwoman tee, a Black jacket and a pair of skinny jeans, carrying my Black and White Converse in wedges. GaiusBooo called the cab. Cab arrived and we were off to Tasik Selatan.

We were off to Masjid Jamek.

I was lusting for Keropok Lekor as I was passing by this Keropok Lekor stall. So GaiusBooo and I bought it. It was so good that I made it a routine every time we are in Masjid Jamek. ;P Haha. We were off to Wangsa Maju.

We marched ourselves to Genting Corner.

I saw familiar faces, BionicMan, Parasite, KutiMan, Vern, Kathir and Mike and new faces, Michael,( His real name is Danesh, but I called him Michael because he looks like a Michael. :) Plus, I suck at remembering Indian names. I am not a racist because I suck at remembering Chinese names too. )Marcus( His name is Kugan, but I called him Marcus because he looks like Marcus. ) and Iforgothisname. MuscleMan arrived. I was rotting there because all of them were speaking Tamil most of the time. So I killed boredom and time by pigging out on junk food. Haha. Appu arrived.

GaiusBooo, BionicMan, Kathir, Appu and I marched ourselves to TBun while the rest were back to their places. I was rotting there because all of them were playing Dota. I wanted to open a computer for me, but I rather spend money on food. ;P Haha. JustinOink arrived. GaiusBooo was being such a darling, put on " Mighty To Save " by Hillsong United for me to kill boredom and time. :) All of a sudden, Michael, Marcus, Mike and some new faces came. Michael was the only dude who didn't play Dota. We just met. So we didn't talk to kill boredom and time. We were just rotting in boredom, looking at them playing Dota. We bonded when we were playing with GaiusBooo's hair. :) It was hilarious. :) Appu and Kim picked GaiusBooo, Kecil and I up and we were off to KFC.

Even though I was freezing,( I was wearing three layers of clothes. ) I had fun. :) Everyone was spitting ice to each other. Pity Michael because most of us were spitting at Vern, but it hit Michael's chicken. :) Haha. There was one part where BionicMan wanted to spit at Michael, but I showed him a stop sign because I wanted to spit at him too. ;P By the time I showed him a gogo sign, he spitted melted ice. :) Haha. We marched ourselves to the playground. It was funny how there were fireworks. GaiusBooo, Appu, Kim, Kecil, JustinOink and I were off to Mid Valley.

That is Kecil, trying to talk on the phone while the fireworks were being such a beautiful disaster to him. :)

GaiusBooo and Appu ordered Skol which is my favourite now, but it still can't beat Tiger even though they taste the same. Appu, Kim and Kecil sent GaiusBooo, JustinOink and I to my place.

JustinOink slept on the sofa and GaiusBooo and I cuddling, sleeping on the floor. :)

31st of August 2oo8.

It is Happy Independent's Day. :D

I woke up to mom's call, telling me that she bought lunch for GaiusBooo, brothers, JustinOink and I. I slept off.

I woke to mom, asking me to wake up. I woke GaiusBooo up. We pigged out on Chicken Rice. As usual, GaiusBooo was playing Dota and I was onlining. I took shower. I put on a White tee and a pair of Red pants, carrying my Black and White Converse handbag in soldier slippers. GaiusBooo called cab. Parents came back. Aunt Mei put make ups for mom because she was attending a wedding. Mom looked like an air stewardess. Cab arrived and GaiusBooo, JustinOink and I were off to Tasik Selatan.

Mom looked beautiful with make ups. :) I swear upon Moses she looked like an air stewardess. :) Thanks to Aunt Mei. She was going for a wedding.

We were off to Masjid Jamek.

I had my Keropok Lekor. That was the last time I am going to have Keropok Lekor because I was having this headache. We were off to Wangsa Maju.

We were off to Hari's place for BBQ party.

We were the earliest following by Vern, June, Michael, Parasite, KutiMan, Marcus, Kathir, Ashvin and Mike. The party was awesome. :) As a matter of fact, it was the most party I have ever been. In the previous parties, I heard crickets' sounds. Inside joke between SarahLalaLove and me. ;P Chef Parasite( Ceh. ) cooked and we pigged out. :D It was delicious. :) We played " Simon Says ", but we changed to " Thanga Says ". :) Haha. The best part is Ashvin put Darkey's songs. :D

Ashvin.: My ex girlfriend is a ChinesePunjabi.
Me.: Oh.
Ashvin.: You look like her.
Me.: Oh. So that means she is hot?

Another self absorbed conversation. ;P

Warning, don't judge book by its cover. So don't get fooled by the pictures. I wasn't drunk. I was concious. It is just that adrenalin rush was being such a bitch. Kids, we learnt something new today. :D

The dude in Light Brown is Kugan a. k. a. Marcus. What do you think? Marcus or not Marcus?

The host's party, BionicMan.

Poker. :D I won once. :(

BionicMan's brother, Naven. He was being such a darling, bringing this, bringing that. :)

Chef of the night, Parasite. :)

DJ of the night, Ashvin. :)

Perak dudes, Danesh a. k. a. Michael and Kathir. :D They are not from Perak. They are from Setapak. It is just that they are studying there.

Phraveen was gone. :D

Gaius was like " BionicMan is fucking Marcus. ". Haha.

BionicMan's family are about painting. The paintings are awesome. :) Pay your attention to the painting on your right. BionicMan painted that when he was six years old.

Me.: BionicMan, what's up with your painting?
BionicMan.: Huh?
GaiusBooo.: Why were you touching Naven's dick?
BionicMan.: Excuse me. Look at what he did to me first.
Everyone.: Haha.

That was hilarious. :)

Yes, he did it.

This is a clearer view. He looks like Marcus, right? Right? RIGHT? O.O

Pity BionicMan. :(

Kids, never, ever forget what Carmen The Great taught yall just now. " Don't judge book by its cover. ". Michael and I were fooling around with the empty bottle.

This picture has its story. Once upon a time, Michael, June and I wanted to take a picture. Since I was in middle and God gave me a pair of short hands, I asked KutiMan to take it for me. All of a sudden, Iforgotwho just popped out of nowhere following by Iforgotwho following by most of the party people. So that is how we got our group picture and we lived happily ever after. :) The end.

Look at the back. :) Haha.

Michael was laughing like a hyena when he took this picture. Maybe for him, it is funny because my nose looked like it doesn't have any bones, but for me, it is a skill because I am able to touch my nose with my tongue. ;P

I am a non smoker. Notice the ciggarette and its non existent fire.

I didn't upload all the pictures because there are 12o something pictures. If you are a noseynoseynosenose, go to my Facebook. :)

Daddy arrived. Before I jumped into his car, I vommited. At least I admit it. So shut up. He sent GaiusBooo and I to my place.

GaiusBooo and I slept off as soon as we hit the sofas.

1st of September 2oo8.

I woke up with no hang over. So the conclusion of the story is I wasn't drunk. :) I was disturbing GaiusBooo until he woke up. :)

He taught me how to play Dota, but ended up he playing. O.O It was annoying. I took shower. I put on a Black class tee and a pair of Black pants in soldier slippers. We were off to the restaurant. I messaged Mojo Jojo, telling her to pick me up at the restaurant instead of my place for tuition. She called me, telling me that there was no tuition because it was a public holiday. So I was content. :) GaiusBooo and I marched ourselves to the restaurant.

Two adults and seven teenagers including GaiusBooo and I were helping out. We pigged out on steamboat. :D Daddy and EdwardKecohPants picked GaiusBooo and I up and sent us to my place to take GaiusBooo's things.

They sent me to the restaurant.

I pigged out on steamboat more. :D Uncle RedFace sent me home.

I take my words back. :D
Yummy. ;)
I think he feels the same way too. :)
For a Chindian, she is hot. :)
She is too hot for him. I guess love is blind. :)
I hope he feels the same way too. :)
I swear upon Moses he is thicked face.
Shut up.
Maybe it is true what she said, but did she mirror herself? She hates her. So we are even.
He doesn't have to act being all goodygoodygoodgood because I know him.
Compared yesterday and the day before yesterday, look at the different.
I don't know why I am still holding on.
My heart beats for him.
I miss him. :(
I appreciate every second we spent together. :)
I miss him. :(
I was an inch to kick his ass.
I was an inch to kick his ass. Once I get a car, you are banned from coming into my car.

2008-08-24T11:06:00.000-07:00

Hello.

I am in a Black satin jacket with fake fur, freezing to Mr. AirConditioner. Bernard, Uncle Wai, cousins and I just sent GaiusBooo to LRT. I am having this heartache because GaiusBooo and I were giving each other the silent treatment the whole journey. I am going to make it up tomorrow, or wait for him to apologize. After all, it wasn't my fault that we are fighting. Ahhh. Fuck it. Fuck the day too. It was raining the whole day. Even when I was in Tun Razak, swimming and freezing at the same time. Life, fuck you. Bitch.

Holidays are over. One week of holiday made me realized I have to be strict with myself. From doing revisions on all the subjects to sitting in front of Mr. Computer 24 7, sleeping in the morning and waking up in the evening. I am disappointed with the fact that I didn't go anywhere excluded Taiping, Martin Len Sen and Leisure Mall. Oh well. There is always a next time.

School is in three hours time. I will see you in school. If I was able to wake up, that is.

Toodles.

2008-08-18T09:25:00.000-07:00

I Got Tagged By YashGhettoSister.

1. A picture of you at the most unique environment.

Describe the environment.
. I was in my hometown, Huinan, China. The Kuan Yin statue was amazing. :) It was windy and peaceful. :) It worthed the 5oo meter walk.

2. A picture of you somewhere you dislike.

Describe why you dislike that place.
. Home hell home. Enough explanation.

3. A picture of you with a person who means a lot to you.

Who is the person? What did that person did to you before?
. GaiusBooo. :) Well, he showed me what love means. :)

4. A picture of you with your best smile.( Mouth closed. )

Were you posing or natural smiling?
. I was at this fancy dinner with my head going cooo cooo in the head. In normal people's term, high. So I don't know whether I was posing or natural smiling. :S

5. A picture of you with your best smile.( Mouth opened. )

Why were you smiling?
. Before I answer this question, I look fugly when I smile with my mouth opened. So shut up. Back to the question. Because GaiusBooo was beside me and my KFC chickens were on the way to my tummy. :D

6. A picture of you with lamest pose.

Give this picture a caption.
. " A human being trying to be a dog. "?

7. A picture of you with some soft toys.

What are you with?
. Kadafi. :D I miss him. :( Sigh. At least he is in the same country as Michael Phelps. Not like me. I am in the same country as Michael NOBODY. Life is unfair.

8. A picture of you in a White tee.

Why were you wearing White instead of Black?
. Because I just came back from school. And no, I wasn't posing. I put Mr. Camera on self timer and I was stretching. And yes, it sounds foolish, but it is true. So fuck you. :)

9. A candid picture of you with your friend.( s. )

Do you look good?
. You tell me. ;)

Suckers of the survey.:
. GaiusBooo. :D Baby, it is your first survey. :D
. JustinOink.
. June.
. Phraveen. Dude, you got another survey to do. :) Haha.
. Catwoman.
. Jillian.
. Su Ann.
. Sherri.

2008-08-16T12:17:00.000-07:00

Hello. :)

Before I go on and on about how my days were, I have something to announce. :)

GaiusBooo has a blog. :D Go spam, spam, spam, but warning, bitches, please do fuck off before I tear off your ovaries. :) Rawr, fuck off. :)

I am in Bernard's White tee and White Padini boxers. My eyes are heaving due to the past three eventful days, but I am being such an insomniac. Again. I am drowning in disappointment because I lend camera to Adeline because she was going to Redang( Adeline, yes, I know it is too late, but enjoy your trip. :D ) with MickeyMouse and her friends which means this post is pictureless and DoodleHead didn't live up to my expectations. It is 3.33 a. m.( My favourite numbers. :D And no, I am not making this up. :) ) and Mr. Shanker decided to torture Mojo Jojo and I by having Accounts class in six hours time which is a torture because I haven't been sleeping like a pig for the past three days. I am going to crash the bed after I am done with this.

16th of August 2oo8.

I woke up to handphone. I was shocked when I stepped into the reality, realizing GaiusBooo didn't come, I didn't and still don't have Uncle Fishball's handphone to call him to tell him I am going with Uncle Wai and cousins so that he could save petrol money and 1o minutes to Uncle Wai and cousins come. I was having this panic moment. It was, ugly. Uncle Wai and cousins came and we were off to Perimbun to pick Kah Chi up.

We were off to Idon'tknowtheplace'sname.

The swimming class was okay. Usually, I feel odd if Bernard wasn't by my side, but today, it was all good. :) Uncle Fishball sent me home.

Mom gave me her handphone, asking me to talk to daddy. I was going to Taiping. :D Okay. I knew it three days ago, but I didn't ask parents for permission. So I was happy because I didn't have to go through blahs. I took shower. I put on an Orange tee and a pair of Blue Padini shorts, carrying school bag fulled of clothes in a pair of soldier flip flops. Daddy picked me up and we were off to his place.

I was surprised to see second family were ready to go because it happened too fast and Gaius is a slowpoke. :) Aunt Mommy'sFriend was there. I don't know why, but I felt odd. We were off to Aunt Mommy'sFriend's place to send her home.

Aunt Mommy'sFriend's place was awesome. :) Her neighbour's garden has this small set of furniture including a small swing. O.O So I assume they are a midget family. :) Haha. I met GaiusBooo's cousin, Kogulan. We were off to Idon'tknowtheplace'sname for lunch.

The Fried Mee was ewww. I miss Wajib's Fried Meee. :( We were off to Taiping.

We stopped half way at Petronas because I had to pee. We were off to continue our journey.

There was this road block look alike in front of us. So I was panicking because I didn't bring my purse which means I didn't bring my IC. Plus, GaiusBooo, EdwardKecohPants and Kogulan were making things worse by blaming me and when they took out their ICs. I had stomachache. :( When it was our turn, EdwardKecohPants were giving money to this dude. I thought that he was bribing him, but I was wrong. It was the toll money. Haha. Fuckers.

At last, we reached our destination, Resort Golf Taiping. A three hours journey wasn't that bad. I mean. I was sleeping on GaiusBooo's lap throughout the journey. ;) Plus, I was accompanied by Reggae songs. :) So I am not complaining. :) I met second uncles, second aunts and second cousins. There was this girl who claimed she chatted with me on Friendster, but I can't remember. I felt bad. :( Aunt Gaius'sAunt was being such a darling. :)

Aunt Gaius'sAunt.: Oh my Moses. You have an adorable nose. For a Chinese, you have a sharp nose.

Me.: Thanks.

I didn't expect that, but I was content. :)

GaiusBooo told me his cousin, Punish finds me hot. :) So I was content. :) Because of that, Punish is my favourite second cousin. :) Haha. All the family members left GaiusBooo, Fiona, mommy and I( I wanted to join them, but GaiusBooo insisted on staying in the bedroom. ) alone in the suite. Mommy was being such a darling. :)

Me.: Aunt.

Mommy.: What aunt? Call me " Mommy. ".

Me.: Oh. Erm. Mommy?

Mommy.: Good.

It was odd, but I could get used it.

Fiona and I were doing GaiusBooo's hair to kill boredom and time. We had fun. :) In the end, GaiusBooo looked like he got dreadlocks. So he was content. :) We slept off.

I woke up at 3 a. m., 4 a. m. and 5 a. m.. Throughout the hours, GaiusBooo wasn't there. I assumed he was out with EdwardKecohPants. So I was pissed off because it was dark and I was scared. Laugh all you want because I don't care.

17th of August 2oo8.

I woke up to GaiusBooo's movements. So the first thing I did was kick his ass. Next thing I know, we were hugging each other and slept off. :)

I woke up to mommy, asking me to go for swimming. So I tried to wake GaiusBooo up, but he was too tired to wake up because he was out the whole night.( And yes, I am trying to make everyone hates him for five seconds because I didn't go for swimming and I brought my googles. O.O ) So I stayed in with him because I didn't want to be lonely. Fiona, mommy, Uncle Mommy'sBrother and I played Karam.( Or something like that. ) Uncle Gaius'sUncle got first( I swear upon Moses he is good. ), I got second( Not bad for a Chinese. ;) ) and I don't know about Fiona and mommy. They left me alone with GaiusBooo. I slept off.

I woke up to mommy, asking me to wake up and wake GaiusBooo up. I swear upon Moses I could commit suicide of frustation waking GaiusBooo up. EdwardKecohPants woke GaiusBooo up with his daring tone. I took shower. GaiusBooo and I were off to the swimming pool.

I felt the family vibe. :') We were off to the tennis court.

GaiusBooo and Uncle Gaius'sUncle versus daddy and I. We won. :) We were off to the gym.

At last, air conditioner. :D We were off to the suite.

We slept off again.

I woke up to mommy, waking me up. I tried to wake GaiusBooo for the third time and I failed miserably. So I continue my beauty sleep.

I woke up to mommy, waking me up. Again. GaiusBooo and I had this deal where he must wake up 1o minutes later. Thank God he didn't break his promise. We had Curry Chicken for lunch. :) GaiusBooo, EdwardKecohPants, second cousins and I played Chess and Karam. There was this moment where GaiusBooo shouted( But he claimed he was just talking in a normal tone. Hmmm. Right. ) at me in front of everyone. So I tried to punch him in the face and Uncle Gaius'sUncle stopped me.

Uncle Gaius'sUncle.: Oh my Moses. Yall don't fight here.

Me.: Oh. Okay.

It was hilarious because, I don't know. I just find it hilarious. :) Haha.

GaiusBooo, EdwardKecohPants, Fiona and I sent Iforgothisname home. We were off to Fiona's place.

Fiona's family were awesome. :) Aunt Gaius'sAunt is a Chindian. So we spoke in Cantonese which was odd, but funny. :) Haha. GaiusBooo, EdwardKecohPants, Fiona, Stamford and I were off to Iforgottheplace'sname because Fiona wanted to take money out.

EdwardKecohPants and Stamford were talking about cars since the moment they got in the car. O.O We were off to Lumut.

I thought that Lumut was a beach, but it was wrong. It was just a jetti. So I was disappointed. I tasted Cendol Pulut. It was okay. We were off to The Store because Fiona wanted to buy a pair of office pants for work tomorrow. It is her first day. :) Babe, all the best. :)

I was happy for Fiona because she looked content when she was bonding with her friends. :) She wasn't satisfy with the office pants there. So we marched ourselves to the next door shop.

There were this Indian bitch who kept looking at GaiusBooo. There was once where she purposely walked in front of him and was like " Oh, excuse me. " in a flirtacious tone. I was an inch to kick her ass. Bitch, pundekkk. Fuck off before I punch your throat. I cockstared her before GaiusBooo, Fiona and I were off to the next door cake shop.

Fiona was being such a darling, insisted on treating me whatever I want there, but I insisted on sharing with GaiusBooo. The chocolate coated bun was yummy. :) Daddy was calling Fiona, asking us to go back to Shiron's place. I could see fear in Fiona's eyes. GaiusBooo was being such a menace, asking her to calm down. Stamford picked us up and we were off to their place.

Uncle Gaius'sUncle and Aunt Gaius'sAunt cooked Curry Chicken. I had Curry Chicken two days in a row, but I am not complaining. ;) There was once where a lizard fell on my right lap, but I thought it was Fiona patting on my lap. So I was cool, but when I realized it wasn't Fiona's hand, I was screaming inside because Uncle Gaius'sUncle and Aunt Gaius'sAunt were there, sitting in front of me. I swear upon Moses I had a trauma. Since that incident, I kept looking at the ceiling, hoping that there wasn't any lizard crawling above my head. Mommy was calling Fiona, asking us to go back to Shiron's place. Fiona was crying because she didn't want to leave her family and go back to Kuala Lumpur the next day. It was excruciating. :( Stamford sent GaiusBooo, Fiona and I to Shiron's place.

Everyone was giving everyone the silent treatment. So I was dissapointed because I wanted to feel the family vibe again. Aunt Gaius'sAunt and Gaius's cousins came back with KFCs. :D I didn't eat much because I ate Chicken Curry in Uncle Gaius'sUncle's place. Gaius and I marched ourselves to the garden where everyone was hanging out there. Idon'tknowwhoheis brought this adorable puppy and it belongs to Gaius's family. :) Pity Barrel. :( Haha. Before GaiusBooo, Fiona, second parents, Kogulan and I left to Kuala Lumpur, everyone was forcing me to kiss Shiron. It was embarrassing. Haha. Daddy was kind and patient enough to show me around; the clinic where mommy gave birth to GaiusBooo, granddaddy's place and some schools.

We were off to this mamak after two hours in the car.

Mommy ordered Roti Tisu. It have been a long, long time since I ate that. I remember how grandparents used to take brothers, cousins and I to this mamak when we were still kids. :) Another memorable memory. :) Anyway, we were off to Idon'tknowwhere to send Kogulan home.

It was funny how he left his handphone and wallet in the car when he was messaging someone throughout the four hours journey. Haha. We were off to their place.

Fiona and mommy were making milk for the puppy while GaiusBooo and I were playing with it. GaiusBooo and I slept off as soon as we hit the bed.

18th of August 2oo8.

I woke up to Fiona and second parents, asking GaiusBooo to wake up. Since GaiusBooo didn't want to wake up, I followed him and slept.

I woke up to SarahLalaLove's message, asking me to go to PGRM to negotiate the price. I was nervous because it would take me one hour to go back home. So I was trying to wake GaiusBooo up for uncountable to the uncountable times, but he was still being such a lazybumbum. There was this time where I exploded in pieces and shouted at him for being such a menace. So he woke up. :) Aunt Shanti called me, telling me that the meeting was cancelled. So GaiusBooo and I spent the time on bathing the puppy. :) We were supposed to marched ourselves to this LRT, but ended up stopping by at this cyber cafe.

I met GaiusBooo's friends. It was odd because his usual friends weren't there. So I was waiting for him to finish talking with his friends alone. We marched ourselves to this LRT.

Thank God this time, the LRT wasn't fulled. So I was content. :) We took a cab to my place.

I cooked Maggi for GaiusBooo and me. GaiusBooo and I were laying on my bed, talking about everything. :) It was awesome. :) GaiusBooo took a cab to Kuala Lumpur.

I slept off.

I was an inch to kick his ass.
I am sorry, I am sorry, I AM SORRY. How many times must I tell him so that he could keep his mouth shut?
Blah blah blah. I am going to be 18 years old next year. In seven months, to be exact. So stop nagging.
When I grow up, I want my place to be like that. :)
Oh my Moses. I love fish eggs. Mamak's styleee. :D
She is close to him. For a second, I was jealous, but I really, really like her. If something happened to me, I would give him to her. :)
I was an inch to kick his ass.
Scary.
I was an inch to kick his ass.
I hate the fact that I am competitive.
I love her family. :)
I was an inch to kick her ass.
I didn't know he was like that.
Fucker is being such a fucker again.
I wonder whether I would cry when I leave for National Service. :S
I like him better than him.
I didn't know she was like that.
If only I could do something about it.

2008-08-15T09:09:00.000-07:00

Everyone has been talking about National Service for the past four days. Some of us are dying to get in, most are the opposite. Nisha got it, Kavitha got it, that ChineseMalaylookalikegirl got it, Kiran got it, Fathanah got it, Lavanya got it and,

I got National Service, baby, I got National Service. ;)

Fortunately, I am one of those who are dying to get it. :D And yes, I know you find National Service sucks,( Or not. ) but if you focused on the good side more, you would see the advantages. Like me. :)

To those who got National Service, all the best. :)

2008-08-11T09:19:00.000-07:00

We Are Fated To Pretend.

You made me stop and think tonight. It was amazing how you untied the knot in the back of my mind, shut my cluttered mind and clear things out. I have never knew you could leave a huge impact on me. What can I say? Life is unpredictable. Time is ticking. That, that image has became more vivid. I could sense that menace sense of danger. Now, I know who's real and who's fake. All this time, I have wasted those non refundable time on useless things; Years of living in denial, a broken record fulled of memories and unconvincing friendships. I should let those rotten things go, move on to beautiful things and work things out till an inch to perfection.

Rushing ahead in life with a riot exploding inside. ♥

2008-08-10T10:03:00.000-07:00

It Is Sherri's Day. :D

2008-08-07T10:01:00.000-07:00

It Is Daddy's Day. :D

2008-08-06T07:38:00.000-07:00

It is Farah's Day. :D

It is funny how Farah's birthday is today, dad's is tomorrow and Sherri is three days after tomorrow.

Mom was calling me non stop, forcing me to make a birthday card for dad since I didn't buy him anything. Well, it wasn't my fault because I wanted to buy him some tees, but I bought him those last year. So I wanted to buy him a ring written " Daddy, I love you. :) ", but he wears diamond rings only. So I wanted to buy him a birthday cake, but mom insisted on buying something else. It was annoying. I made him a birthday cake. The birthday card's content is. Secret. ;p

I took shower. I got dolled up. I put on a Black tube and a pair of jeans, carrying Black Guess handbag in a pair of soldier flip flops. I ran downstairs to ask Bernard whether I was over react or not. He was like " It is okay. ". I was satisfied with his answer. So I ran upstairs, waiting for the clock to hit 7.3o p. m..

I ran downstairs. Mom was like " You do know we are going to Restaurant Foong Yuen,( Which located five minutes from my place. ) right? ". My jaw dropped. I thought of going our usual birthday spot, The Ship. So I was disappointed. I ran upstairs and changed into a Black sleeveless top, a pair of skirt and a Black jacket, carrying Black Guess handbag in a pair of soldier flip flops. Bernard, Andrew and I were off to Restaurant Foong Yuen.

We waited for parents to come. Parents came. While waiting for food, parents forced me to read out the birthday card's content. So it was embarrassing because family were laughing. We pigged out. :D

Bernard, parents and I were off to Uncle Wai's soon to be new house. I am in love with the huge kitchen. :) If you were close to me, you would know I love to cook. :) We were back to our place.

The amount of pictures I took was unsatisfying. So I forced parents to take pictures.

Look at how tanned I am. :(

It didn't make any different.

2008-08-06T07:36:00.000-07:00

Forever And Ever.

I love you. Because we are from the same world like that, yo. ;)

2008-08-04T09:55:00.000-07:00

I Got Tagged By Jillian.

1. If you lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
. I told GaiusBooo this uncountable to the power of uncountable times. I would bite off his testicles. As for the bitch, I would squeeze her non existent boobs until it explodes. If they still survived, I hope he would choke on her pussy juice and she would choke on his sperm. Because I am a cheater hater like that, yo. ;)

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
. Resurrection exists. Grandmom. :')

3. Describe your dream wedding.
. All this time, I have been lusting for, either a garden wedding or a beach wedding, but that is over rated. I would have it in this Cameron Highland's beautiful antique church where GaiusBooo and I sat beside each other for the first time while whispered to each other how much we love each other. :)

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
. Three words. People are unpredictable. Oh, and fucked up.

5. What is your ideal lover like?
. x In " Take A Look At My Girlfriend " by Gym Class Heroes's tone. x Take a look at my hubby. :D

6. Which is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
. Being loved by someone.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you love?
. Depends on how hot he is. :) Haha. I was just kidding. Time will tell.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
. Curse that bitch. :) Haha. I was just kidding. I would move on to another hotstuff. :D

9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
. Fucked up people.

1o. Is being tagged fun?
. It is okay, but it does mean something to me; People remember me. :)

11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
. I would be 27 years old. Seventeen Magazine's editor who earns RM 5ooo a month and wears designer clothes only. :) Haha. I was just kidding. A fulled time housewife armed with a pan with egg on it on my right and an adorable baby who got Gaius's beautiful long eyelashes, a pair of beautiful Indian eyes and my sharped nose and beautiful shaped lips.( I am sorry for being such a vainpot, but grandmom was like " Carmen has the most beautiful lips in our family. " before she was off to Pink Heaven. So shut up. :) )

12. Who are the most important people to you?
. GaiusBooo, family, BFFs and Mrs. Hanim. And yes, I know it is odd to have Mrs. Hanim in the list, but she is the best teacher I have ever met. I love her. :)

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
. Jillian. Polite, candyish and lovely. :) Most her posts are about Aaron De Silva which is candyish of her. :) Love, love, love. :)

14. Would you be single and rich or married and poor?
. Can I choose married and rich? x Put on Iamgoingtocry mask. x :( If you insist, married and poor.

15. What is the first thing you do every morning?
. Set the alarm to five minutes later.

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
. Depends on whether he worths it or not.

17. If you fell in love with two people at the same time, who would you choose?
. The hotter one. ;P Haha. If they were twins, the richer one. ;P Haha. I was just kidding. Haha. The good hearted one. :)

18. What type of friends do you like?
. I quote " True friends are people who help us when we are in trouble. Even when we are the wrong one. They don't help because we ask them to, but they want to. ".

19. What type of friends do you dislike?
. Bitches. :D Bitch as in bitch bitch. Not bitch as in bitch who gets fucked by every dude she meets.

Eight suckers.:
. June.
. Phraveen. KutiMan, at last. You have something to blog about. ;P Haha.
. Sherri.
. Su Ann.
. Naressa.
. Eva.
. Aisyah.
. Phil.

2008-08-03T07:56:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Hair is still uncombed, a mess, eyeliner and mascara are still clinging to my eyes and lip gloss is still sticking on my lips. I am being such a lazy bum bum. I am going to wash off my sidekicks after I am done with this. I am annoyed. I tried downloading " The Sims Two " for the uncountable to the power of uncountable times and I still don't get what I want. I get cranky when I don't get what I want. x Inhale, hold it for 1o seconds and exhale. x Moving on.

2nd Of August 2oo8.

I woke up to GaiusBooo's call, telling me he would be at my place in five minutes time. So I marched myself downstairs. I opened the gate for him. We hung out in the living room. We talked till we fell asleep.

I woke up to Bernard, asking me to get ready for swimming classes. I put on a Red jersey and a pair of White Padini shorts. Uncle Fishball came and picked GaiusBooo, Bernard and I up and we were off to Idon'tknowtheplace'sname.

The swimming lesson was okay. Mr. Iforgothisname asked Bernard, cousins and I to swim from forth to back over and over again. I felt guilty for forcing him to come when I saw him sleeping on the bench. :( Uncle Fishball sent GaiusBooo, Bernard and I home.

As soon as I hit the bed, I slept off.

I woke up. I found no one at home again. It was sad that I was alone again. Parents picked me up and we were off to the restaurant for dinner.

I was waiting for GaiusBooo for hours. Notice the number. So I was pissed off. As soon as he was presence at my sight, he asked for forgiveness. I am sorry for being such a fucker, but I pinched him. :D That would teach him a lesson for leaving me alone for the second time. :) Dad sent GaiusBooo, Bernard and I home.

GaiusBooo and I slept off.

I woke up to Bernard, asking me to get ready. I put on a Grey jersey and a pair of Blue Padini shorts. Uncle Fishball picked GaiusBooo, Bernard and I up.

The swimming lesson was okay. Mr. Iforgothisname asked Bernard, cousins and I to do the same thing what we did yesterday. Uncle Fishball sent GaiusBooo, Bernard and I up.

I took shower. I got dolled up. I put on a Grey Superwoman tee and a pair of Red shorts, carrying my Black and White Converse handbag in a pair of soldier flip flops. GaiusBooo insisted on me to do his hair because I used to want to be a hairstylist, but I changed my mind after I have acknowledged the fact that it doesn't have a bright future( I am sorry if I offended you. See it as an advice. Not insult. ) years ago. He was overreact when he asked me to marched myself to Bernard's bedroom to get the spray. O.O Haha.

I called the cab. The cab was here and GaiusBooo and I were off to Mid Valley to meet up with JustinOink and Farah. We marched ourselves to the cinema. We met up with JustinOink. Farah can't make it because she was busy. So I was drowning in disappointment. :( We marched ourselves to the food court. GaiusBooo and I pigged out on Teepanyaki for lunch. :D I have lusting for that weeks ago. So I was content. :)

We marched ourselves to Brewball. GaiusBooo and JustinOink were playing pool. So I was drowning in boredom.

So I marched myself to shops, hoping I would find something I like and UlgyBetty so that I could kill boredom by starting a drama. ;P Because I am a drama bitch like that, yo. ;) Things there were the same. So I marched myself back to Brewball. At last. The time was up. We marched ourselves to Echo Park. We marched ourselves to Iforgottheplace'sname because JustinOink wanted to take out some money.

We marched ourselves to the cab stand to go to Leisure Mall to change the broken " The Sims Two " for the second time. The queue was long, but it was worth it because I hate taking LRT or bus. It was our turn and we were off to Leisure Mall.

We marched ourselves to Iforgottheplace'sname. It was pissing off because the dude seller took forever to get the CD. O.O At last. I got my CD. So I was content. :)

We marched ourselves to the cab stand. GaiusBooo was being such a menace, teasing my confidential because every cab that passed by was taken by other people. When this cab came, JustinOink and I ran to it before this Black dude and these Bangla dudes get it. It was hilarious. :) Haha. I was getting my revenge by teasing GaiusBooo back. It was satisfying. :) We were off to the restaurant for dinner.

I was glad that GaiusBooo and Adeline got along twice in a row. :) Oh, and the fact that he made everyone in that table laughed. :)

Me.: How are JustinOink and you going back?
GaiusBooo.: First, I go to your place to take my things. Then, Adeline sends JustinOink and I to Tasik Selatan.
Adeline.: Erm. What?
GaiusBooo.: Didn't I ask you yet? In that case, can you send JustinOink and I to Tasik Selatan?
Adeline.: Yes, I can.

I felt guilty for Adeline. :(

Adeline, GaiusBooo, JustinOink and I sent Bernard and cousins to my place.

Adeline and I sent GaiusBooo and JustinOink to Tasik Selatan. It was sad to see him fade away from my sight. Oh well. Seven days more. :)

Adeline sent me home.

I was an inch to kick their asses.
I was an inch to kick his asses.
In case he didn't know, he slipped off some words I wasn't supposed to know.
I was an inch to kick his ass.
I do admit she is hot.
It is either she was foolish or blind.
I wonder whether he recognized me or not. :S
I have an advice for you girls. If you were the only girl in a bunch of dudes and tried to flirt with one of the dudes, try to not look desperate. " Can I? Can I? Can I? ". Yes, that is desperate. Oh, and that makes you sound like a bitch who wants to get her pussy looser too. :)
I was serious. :)
I wonder whether they are sisters or not. :S
She is perfect. :)
I wonder whether she is a mixed or not. :S

2008-07-27T08:18:00.000-07:00

I am ready to go to sleep in Red Jersey and Red Padini boxers with perfumes all over my bedroom pleasing my nose after I am done with this. :) What happened to the insomniac Carmen? I just took medicines for my allergy which double task by turning my immune systems from a bitch to a darling and heaving my eyes. :D I have a feeling I would be addicted to sleeping pills when I grow up which is next year. Hmmm. Time passed by fast.

26 July 2oo8.

I woke up to handphone. I marched myself to Bernard's bedroom and knocked on his door to wake him up. I got ready for school. Yes, I typed " School. ". School as in the place where your life gets fucked up by unreasonable teachers. The reason Bernard and I woke up on a Saturday early morning to go to school is Bernard got a letter from school, saying he would get another letter if he didn't come to school due to the number of days he absent. Where is mine? It is coming. I can smell it. O.O Uncle Guna picked us up and he sent us to school.

I marched myself to a seat, hoping Mojo Jojo would come. I was impatient. So I called her and the next thing I know, she was walking towards me. So I was relieved. We marched ourselves to Muhibah Square where less than 1oo people came. Why am I not surprised? As Mrs. Rosana was rejecting my request for Mathematics class so that I could hang out with Mojo Jojo, Mrs. Edna Mode approached me, saying my Baju Kurung was inappropriate. As she was mumbling her way out, Mrs. Ch'ng called me.

Mrs. Ch'ng.: x In childish's tone. x Carmen, very good, chocolate.
Me.: Haha.

I don't know why, but that made my day. :) I mean. I have never, ever expect that kind of response from her because she is Mrs. Ch'ng. Hmmm. People change.

Thank God TheOtherGirlfriend, TeddyBear, MelMel and Syaza came. So I was hanging out with them though out the Physics's class. We were dying of boredom. So we ditched that borefest. We bumped into Mojo Jojo and I made her ditched her borefest too. :D It was fun hanging out with them. :) The time was up. GaiusBooo and Catherine picked Bernard and I up and we were off to my place.

I took shower. I got dolled up. I put on a Grey dress, carrying my Black and White Converse handbag in wedges. GaiusBooo, Catherine and I were off to Lim Kok Wing for EdwardKecohPants's graduation.

All this time, I have been lusting to go to Lim Kok Wing because I thought that it was the coolest college in Malaysia, but I was wrong. It was okay. Since EdwardKecohPants was given two tickets for the entrance which have been given to the second parents, we waited in the cafeteria.

GaiusBooo's three friends came. I felt left out because everyone was speaking in Tamil and laughing like a bunch of hyenas, but thank God I had handphone with me. :) So I was playing " The Pipes ". It have been a long, long time since I played that game.

This dude looks like Dinesh.

We were wandering around the cafeteria. We were off to the hall of fame and waited for the second parents, EdwardKecohPants and Fiona.

We were off to the cafeteria for free food. :D I was starving since school finished. So I was content. :)

Fatty bom bom. ;P

GaiusBooo forced me to wear mommy's scarf.

GaiusBooo, the second parents, EdwardKecohPants, Fiona, Catherine and I had a photograph session for EdwardKecohPant's graduation. I had a bad feeling about how I looked in the pictures because the photographer was like " Your hair covered half of your face. ".

Look at EdwardKecohPants's face expression. :) Haha.

I love how GaiusBooo's eyebrow curved. :)

I am not a homosexual, but the girl in Green and Purple is hot. :)

GaiusBooo, EdwardKecohPants, Catherine and I were off to Nawana.

Nawana is a paradise for Reggae's fans. This band who I was lusting to know their band's name so that I could worship them, but I ended up forgot to ask EdwardKecohPants because they were awesome. :) People were dancing as if they were high on Marijuana. The atmosphere was peaceful. :) I am starting to love Reggae. :) Nesh was supposed to perform, but something happened. So he was pissed off because he was there since afternoon and forked out RM 2oo on drinks so that everyone could enjoy their night. We walked to Bukit Bintang for dinner.

I didn't order food, but I did order Shisha. :) Mint flavour. :) It have been a long, long time since I smoked Shisha. The last time I had Shisha was at Bakhri's place. Homemade. :) I prefer homemade than shops' ones. All of a sudden, Raj popped out a question.

Raj.: Are you a Nepalese?
Me.: Huh?
Raj.: Are you a Nepalese?
Me.: Huh?
GaiusBooo.: No, she is a Chinese.
Raj.: Oh.

I was embarrassed with my reaction. Well, I have never thought people would ask me that ethnic because I look nothing like an Indian.

EdwardKecohPants insisted on going home. So I was pissed off because my RM 15 wasted just like that. Plus, I smoked for five minutes only. Moving on. EdwardKecohPants and Catherine sent GaiusBooo and I to the restaurant.

I was being such a bitch to GaiusBooo. So all the adults were asking me whether he bullied me or not. Haha. Uncle Wai sent GaiusBooo and I to my place.

GaiusBooo and I were giving the silent treament. I was having rashes on my body. So I had no choice, but to talk to GaiusBooo. He was being such a sweetheart, taking care of me. :) Parents came back. GaiusBooo told them. We were off to Poliklinik Gomez.

I had allergic. All this time, I thought that my immune systems were strong because I have never, ever had an allergic for the first 17 years. My first allergy was in Redang. So this makes my second time. Sigh. I had an injection on my ass and it hurt like a bitch. We were back at our place.

I took medicines. Within seconds, I slept off. It sucked because " My Wife And Kids " was on.

27 July 2oo8.

I woke up to Bernard, asking me to get ready for swimming classes. I woke GaiusBooo up. GaiusBooo and Bernard left me alone, still with the affect hitting my head, sleeping. :)

I woke up to GaiusBooo, kissing all over my face, but I was still sleepy. So I ignored him.

I woke up. No one was at home. So I slept again.

I woke up to dad's calling, asking me to get ready for dinner. I took shower. I put on a Red jersey and a pair of Blue Padini shorts. Parents picked me up and we were off to the restaurant.

We had dinner. GaiusBooo, Bernard and cousins came back from a Dota session. GaiusBooo, dad, Bernard, cousins and I were back at our place.

The second parents and Fiona came and picked GaiusBooo up.

I am glad that I found new found loves. :)
I don't know why she is thick faced.
I feel bad.
I hope she knows what she is doing.
It all happened too fast.
I have a feeling he has a crush on her.
I don't know why I am still involved.
I wonder whether she knows everyone was looking at bubbly boobs or not. :S Bitch, cover up. I wonder whether they were looking at them or not. :S
I wonder what's their reaction. :S
I have a feeling he dislikes me.
I don't know why she wasn't angry, looking at her hubby hugging another girl in front of her.
Even though I dislike her because everyone told me she is a bitch, I still hope he is serious with her. Because I am a cheaters hater like that, yo. ;)
Even though her face looks distorted, but she does look beautiful when she smile. :)
I love them. :)
I love how they dance. :)
I pity his soon to be wifey because he was grinding with two girls.
Yummy. ;)
I hope he would be brave enough to save his dignity.
I don't know why he is thick faced.
I hope he choke on whatever he spent on.
I wonder whether he looked at her or not. :S

2008-07-23T08:03:00.000-07:00

I just ate for the first time today just now. It was a torture having my tummy growling every 5 minutes, but it was all good because I enjoyed today. :) Though, it is a sad thing that I didn't bring my camera to school to capture the beautiful memories, but it is not my fault because I, myself didn't know I was going to stay back at school.

School was okay, but after school was awesome. There was a drama competition between first four classes. Other classes had well prepared while mine prepared today because no one knew about the competition. So I, being the ecstatic one, asking everyone to join even though all of us knew our chance of winning is more than low because it was all about fun. :) And conspiracy. :D In the drama, I was acting as the lead character's mom. We were a Muslim family. So I was dressed up in Tudung and Batik. :D Some people were like " Oh my Moses. ", some were like " Oh my Moses. Carmen, I thought that you were a Malay. " and some were like " Who are you? ". :) Oh, and there was Idon'tknowwhathernameis who kept telling me " Carmen, you are adorable. ". Oh, oh, oh and there was this Form Four Malay girl who is a stranger to me came to me.

FormFourStrangerMalayGirl.: Kak, are you the girl who was wearing Tudung in the drama competition just now?
Me.: Erm. Yes, I am.
FormFourStrangerMalayGirl.: Kak, you looked beautiful.
Me.: Thanks.

I didn't know I am hot as a Malay. ;P

Parents picked me up and we were back to our place to pick Bernard up and take Benji to get his third and last injection which means one week from now, you would be seeing GaiusBooo and I walking Benji every weekend and we were off to Leisure Mall.

Oh my Moses. I saw this cat whose right eye was as if some flesh eating virus had invaded it. O.O Even though I hate cats, but Jesus, please bless it. Dad decided to be generous and forked out a couple of hundred notes to buy Benji's needs. :) We were back to our place.

I hit the bathroom. I put on a Black Tee and a pair of Black three quarter pants. Parents were waiting with me when I was waiting for Mojo Jojo and ma to come to pick me up. Dad were training Precious and Lucky. I felt guilty because Benji, Precious and Lucky should treat with equal love, but it looks like life is on Benji's side. I need to treat Precious and Lucky extra good. Mojo Jojo and ma picked me up and we were off to Martin.

Tuition was boring. I skipped English class because I was an inch to gastric. There was once I had gastric and it was fugly. O.O Parents picked us up and we were off to Restaurant Kwai Fong Lau. I don't know why, but parents love to talk about GaiusBooo nowadays.

Mom.: Is GaiusBooo coming to our place for swimming this Saturday?
Me.: Yes, he is.
Mom.: Oh. In that case, ask him to bring clothes for sleepover. Just make this thing a every weekend thing.
Me.: If you insist.

It is either this is a conspiracy between parents or they are changing.

It have been a long, long time since I ate Tom Yam and there. Their Tom Yam changed. From a five star to a three star. Parents and I sent Mojo Jojo home.

We were back to our place.

If I didn't go to sleep after this, please kick my ass.

I love her. :) As a friend. :D Haha.
She needs to cut down on the showing off part because I am scared she would get a village kicking her ass because it is annoying.
I feel guilty for having a bad thought about her. :( She is awesome. :D
I hope she knows she doesn't have anything. So stop walking like a prostitute even though everyone is telling me she is one.
Everyone is not foolish. We know it is tissues. :)
I am happy she is getting comfortable with them. :) I mean. I can see we are coming to an end.
I am happy all of us are getting along. :)
I don't understand why they love to bring down my spirit.
Shut up.
Correction. I love her. :) As a best friend. :D
I don't understand why she is still lying.

2008-07-22T01:36:00.000-07:00

Normally, I would blog at the end of the day, but fuck that tradition.

I am currently updating my Facebook in Baju Kurung while listening to " Best I Ever Had " by Vertical Horizon. It have been a long, long time since I updated my Facebook and listened to the only song that curves up my lips when I am down. By now, you should have acknowledged the fact that I am down. :( Loneliness is attacking me. Again.

School was okay. Though, I felt lonely. Mojo Jojo was absent, Curly Wurly and I talked for a few minutes because Raveeni kept asking me to listen to her Kiran's jokes, saying he is a girl and Raveeni and yours truly talked for a few seconds because she was busy making Kiran's jokes. Overall, it was a borefest. Oh, and Miss Childlesstard was siding the dudes. Again. It was annoying.

Moving on.

I scribbled these words on my left arm that I have never thought I would write. I mean. I was just scribbling some words with CoconutTree's Black pen during Additional Mathematics to kill time. When I read it, it left me with this anxiety in me causing my heart to beat 1ooo times per second, but I choose to ignore. That feeling came back when everyone saw my scribbled left arm and ask what I wrote.

That feeling.

You know that feeling where you thought you were right, but in the end, life proved that you were wrong? It sucks to be in that situation. It resulted in this confused state of mind that never seems to see a dead end. It just keeps pushing you more and more. Hmmm. It is confusing. Over all, I choose to not believe anyone because everyone is a bitch.

Why are these words tangling at the back of my mind?

There is no time for that now. Answering these popped out question is not what I do the best. Tuition is in three hours time. I should go to sleep.

If only I got this power to know who is real and who is fake.
Because she has been a candy nowadays, she moved from my least favourite people's list to my favourite people's list. :)
I love her because of her speech that made my teared, but it still didn't change my feelings towards them.
Doesn't she get bored of Additional Mathematics?
I don't understand why she is sexist. Maybe she is trying to get them to fuck with her so that she wouldn't die as a virgin. :D
I wonder whether the only reason why she approached me is to make her jealous or not. :S
No matter they say, I still have this feeling she loves them more than me.
I wish I had enough courage to cut myself just to remind me of what my mission is.

2008-07-21T10:24:00.000-07:00

How was today, you asked? How was today? O.O It was a borefest day. Even now. So I am going to blog to kill boredrom and time. :)

School was number one borefest because MyOtherGirlfriend didn't come, but thank God Teddy Bear came. So it was all good. :)

I am starting to hate after school. Everyday is the same routine. Come back from school, go out with Bernard and parents for lunch, getting nagged at from parents and come back. Hmmm. What can I say? Borefest.

Tuition was another borefest. I decided to skip Chemistry class and hung out with Mojo Jojo at Idon'tknowwhatheplace'sname. I was disappointed because we didn't talk like how we used to. I guess I was tired. :S So we marched ourselves to Martin for History class.

Wan.: Mengapakah kamu datang ke sini?
Me.: Erm. Sejarah?
Wan.: Mana ada Sejarah hari ini?
Me.: Oh my Moses. Fuck.
Some strangers near us.: Haha.

I don't know what's so funny. So fuck them. Mojo Jojo and I were talking about prom until this uncle came to our conversation.

Uncle.: You look different.
Me.: Huh?
Jarod.: She is a Chinese.
Uncle.: Oh. I thought that she was a Malay.

I don't know why everyone in Martin kept telling me that. O.O It is either they are blind or I am just too dark for a Chinese. :(

Dad picked us up and dad and I sent Mojo Jojo home. On the way to the restaurant to take our dinner, dad was talking about GaiusBooo.

Dad.: Is GaiusBooo coming for swimming this Saturday?
Me.: Yes, he is.
Dad.: Since he always come for swimming, just ask him to sleep over at our place.
Me.: If you insist.

I have never expect this from dad. So I was glad he told me that. :)

We took the dinner and we were back at our place.

For the last time, shut up.
All this time, I find him annoying, but now, he is okay.

2008-07-20T03:39:00.000-07:00

People love happy endings. So I would start with bad news following by good news. The bad news is I am drowning in disappointment, facing a problem with installing " The Sims Two " which I have lust for months. :( So I called GaiusBooo since he promised me he would help me with it and no one was picking up the phone. So I got cranky and an inch to wet my Pink cheeks. :'( Moving on. The good news is parents are out which means. Hmmm. Nothing. Okay. This is sad.

19th July 2oo8.

I woke up to GaiusBooo's call, telling me he would be at place in one hour time. Since I still got time, I was back to my beauty sleep.

I woke up to Bernard, asking me to get ready for hiking. Before I got ready, I called GaiusBooo, asking him where was he and rushing him. I put on a Black singlet and a pair of Blue Padini shorts. Aunt Nancy arrived and GaiusBooo was still on his way to my place. So I kept calling GaiusBooo, rushing him. He arrived and we were off to Wangsa Cheras.

The hiking was okay, but GaiusBooo, Uncle Wai, cousins and I were far behind because of Yan Kei. GaiusBooo had guilt in him, asking him to wait for her. So I waited with him. Brothers, Aunt Nancy and cousins were waiting for us for 3o minutes. O.O Brothers and cousins ran down the hill while GaiusBooo, Uncle Wai, Aunt Nancy, cousins and I took our time to walk down the hill. Aunt Nancy sent GaiusBooo and I home.

I hit the shower. I put on GaiusBooo's choice; a Black long sleeves M&G and a Denim skirt, carrying my Black Guess handbag in wedges. We called for a cab. The operator was rude. I was an inch to drown her with vulgar words. Bitch. This is it. I am going to call her( I hope I would get the right person. ) next Saturday when GaiusBooo and I are going to Leisure Mall and piss her off. The cab arrived and we were off to Leisure Mall for lunch.

We marched ourselves to Kenny's Rogers instead of Mc D because I have Mc D every Monday.

I don't know why, but I love to play with my tongue nowadays. :)

We marched ourselves to this computer games shop to ask whether they got " The Sims Two " or not. When this seller was like " Yes, we do. ", I was jumping for joy. :D So I was persuading GaiusBooo to go back home to take my spoilt " The Sims Two " CD, but he was tired. So we decided to come back to get my happiness back tomorrow. :) The first place I thought of going after lunch was Popular. O.O Sigh. SPM, but I was distracted by some beautiful clothes, but I didn't have enough money. :( So all I did was admiring how beautiful they are. :(

GaiusBooo was trying to read a Chinese book. :D

After one minute looking around there, I can't stand it. So we were wandering around the mall until I got a call from Sumathi. I am going to skip this part because it has to do with Sumathi's reputation. So moving on.

We took a cab and we were off to my place.

We watched the television while being in each other's arms. :) It was candyish. :)

Bernard and cousins were back from Leisure Mall and marched themselves to Bernard's bedroom to play Dota. When Uncle Wai and Aunt Lan picked cousins up, GaiusBooo marched himself to Bernard's bedroom to play Dota. So I was getting a revenge by onlining, but the Internet was being such a bitch. So I marched myself to Bernard's bedroom and laid on his bed, asking GaiusBooo to quit playing Dota every five seconds. Because I am a pest like that, yo. ;) At one point, I didn't realised I fell asleep. O.O Haha.

I woke up to mom, asking me to go to my bedroom to sleep, but I insisted on sleeping with GaiusBooo in the living room because GaiusBooo stated something scary. GaiusBooo and I marched ourselves downstairs. As soon as we hit the sofas, we slept. That is how tired we were.

2oth July 2oo8.

I woke up to Bernard, asking me to get ready for swimming lessons. I hit the bathroom. I put on a Red jersey and a pair of White Padini shorts. Uncle Yuen picked GaiusBooo, Bernard and I and we were off to Idon'tknowtheplace'sname.

The swimming lesson was okay. The time was up. I left my swimming gadgets near the children's pool. So I marched myself to there. There were two girls who were playing all of a sudden looked at me. One of them was like " Hello. Come and play with us. " and one more was handing me my swimming gadgets. It was adorable. :) GaiusBooo, Bernard, Uncle Wai, cousins, Uncle Yuen and I were off to Idon'tknowtheplace'sname for lunch.

This time, GaiusBooo didn't steal my food. ;P Haha. Uncle Yuen sent GaiusBooo, Bernard and I home.

We took a nap before we go to Leisure Mall. I hit the shower. I put on a Black fake Polo tee and a Denim skirt, carrying Pink Guess handbag in a pair of Black slipper. Uncle Wai and cousins picked GaiusBooo, Bernard and I up and Uncle Wai sent us to Leisure Mall.

GaiusBooo and I were off to the computer games shop. The seller told us to come back after five minutes because Iforgotwhatthereasonwas. So we marched ourselves to Mc D for late lunch.

In case you didn't realised, that is my Red, White and Blue jersey that I wear to sleep. :D

We marched ourselves to computer games shop. At last, I got the CD. :D Since I got what I wanted, I let GaiusBooo to have his time of his life too which is Dota. We marched ourselves to GameBox. GaiusBooo, Bernard and cousins were having fun Dotaing while I was stuck there, onlining for three hours. Three. Hours. It was a borefest.

Thank God, the time was up. :D Uncle Wai picked us up and we were off to the restaurant for dinner.

I don't know why, but I didn't have the appetite to eat. Hmmm.

GaiusBooo, Bernard, Kah Jian, Alvin, Syahida and I were off to Uncle Hong's place. Alvin and Syahida sent GaiusBooo, Bernard, Kah Jian and I to my place.

When we reached my place, daddy, mommy and Fiona were there already. So GaiusBooo and I didn't have our proper goodbyes. :( Oh well. There is always a next Saturday. :)

I didn't know he was caring. Oh wooow. What happened?
I have never asked her to wait. So why bothered?
One day, I would let him feel how I feel now.
I hope she dies of cancer.
Oh my Moses. This time is different. Double yummies. :D
I hope she knows I did that for her own good. Not to get her in trouble.
God bless her.
He is annoying.
I can't believe he is selfish.
Oh my Moses. Leisure Mall was fulled of Perimbunians. O.O
I wonder whether she won or lost. :S
Asshole.
I regret what I did to her. I don't know what I would do if she found out about it. All I can do is to pray for her forgiveness.

2008-07-15T07:56:00.000-07:00

Same Old Jealousy.

Whenever I am with you, I don't know why, but this annoyance just forms in me, piercing through every vein in my body. It sucks because I love you. I would do anything to hang out with you without having this fear that we would argue. Sometimes, I wish I was them. If only you knew how I feel.

I hope one day, maybe, just maybe, we could share this love together. <3

2008-07-12T10:45:00.000-07:00

Thanks to adults, I hate today. It is like a celebration in Blackhole Hell. Adults love to repeat the same thing. Don't they get bored? Argh. Blah Blah Blah. I choose to move on. :) Today wasn't interesting except the fact that I wore contact lens in the public for first time. :D My left eye's sight was blur, but it was all good. :) Though, I should buy lighter colour contact lens because Bernard and Adeline were like " You wear or don't wear, it makes no different. ". There goes my RM 85. :( Try to look at the bright side, I am not alone. :) Haha.

I woke up to GaiusBooo's call, asking me to go downstair to open the gate for him. So I found parents were awake, but I ignored them and marched myself downstair. I opened the gate for GaiusBooo and we were bonding in the living room until 1o something a. m.. I hit the bathroom. I put on a Black and Blue summer dress and a Black jacket, carrying my Black and White Converse handbag in wedges. Aunt Nancy and Adeline picked GaiusBooo, Bernard and I and we were off to Hotel Shangarila for buffet.

GaiusBooo using my. Ops. I mean. Our comb. ;P

Yummy. ;)

GaiusBooo is not a gangster. He is a gangstar. :D Haha. Okay. That was lame.

We dropped GaiusBooo at the entrance of Hotle Shangarila before we entered the car park. It was sad to see him for two hours only. :( Try to look at the bright side. He would miss me more. ;P Haha. I was just kidding. Next Saturday never dies. :)

Great people, great food, great place, but what made me sad was too many choices, too little time. :(

Lick, lick, lick your lolipop. :D

Bernard asked me to pose as if I saw Jesus.

Look at how sharp my nose is. :D And how long my tongue is. :)

The Macaroni and Cheese was yummy. :)

I got it from Andrew. It is contagious, people, it is contagious. O.O

We were imitading Jaslene from America's Next Top Model. :)

The time was up. Aunt Nancy, Adeline and I were off to Iforgottheplace'sname to take stock for the restaurant.

Mmm. Leopard's skin. I likey. ;)

Aunt Nancy and Adeline sent me home. As soon as I got home, I took out the contact lens, having a fear that it would spoil my eye sight because my eye sights were blur. I put on a White tee and a pair of White Padini boxer, carrying my Black and White Converse handbag fulled of clothes. Uncle Yuen picked Bernard and I and we were off to pick Adeline up and we were off to Idon'tknowtheplace'sname for swimming lessons.

The time was up. Bernard, Adeline, Uncle Yuen sent cousins home and Adeline and Uncle Yuen sent Bernard and I home. I slept as soon as I hit the bed and I woke up five hours later.

Andrew picked Bernard and I up and we were off to restaurant for dinner.

Bernard, parents and I were back home.

I don't understand why they were making a big deal about it.
I don't understand why she was making a deal about it.
I don't understand why she can't shut up.
Yummy. ;)
Bitch.
Oh my Moses. I look fugly with my out of shape eyebrow. I need to get my eyebrow done. Now. O.O

2008-07-06T08:31:00.000-07:00

I enjoyed my weekend with GaiusBooo. :) I don't know why, but I feel odd with the fact that parents are cool with GaiusBooo having a sleep over in our place, but I would feel more odd and thankful if they let GaiusBooo to sleep with me in my bedroom. ;P Haha. Okay. Sam, it is time to wake up. That fantasy would come true in 1o years time. Patient is a virtue. :) Adeline and I sent GaiusBooo to Tasik Selatan just now. Even though it have been 1o minutes since I last saw him, I still miss him so much that I feel like slapping him for making me feel this way. ;P I hope he would get home safe. People, it is time to connect with Jesus again and pray for GaiusBooo. x Praying for GaiusBooo. x :) To those who prayed for GaiusBooo, thanks and to those who didn't, now, you know why Jesus doesn't love you. :)

5th July 2oo8.

I woke up to GaiusBooo's call, asking me whether he could come over or not, but I had plans. So he was disappointed. I was back to my beauty sleep.

I woke up to Bernard, knocking on my door, waking me up for the plan I was talking about which was going for a jog with Aunt Nancy, but I was too sleepy. So I cancelled the plan. I thought of asking mom whether GaiusBooo could come over or not, but she was out. I called her. She was in the car with dad sitting beside her. So I didn't ask her because she would hand over the phone to dad. I was back to my beauty sleep.

I woke up to Adeline's call, asking me whether I could follow her to Mid Valley for movies with Redha, Muhammad and his girlfriend. So I called mom, asking her for permission to go out. She was cool with it, but on one condition. Come back early because she scared that I would make the same mistake when I was out with GaiusBooo, EdwardKecohPants, JustinOink, Parasite and BionicMan and came back at 4 a. m.. So I called GaiusBooo, telling him the plan and asking him to be punctual because he is always late. I hit bathroom. I put on a Black top, a Black sweater and a pair of skinny jeans, carrying my Black and White Guess handbag in my wedges.[ I still love them. :) ]

Adeline picked me up and we were off to Mid Valley. Surprisingly, GaiusBooo and JustinOink was there first. We met up with them. JustinOink and I were talking about this passerby who looked like GaiusBooo while waiting for Redha, Muhammad and his girlfriend. They arrived and we were off to Iforgotwhattheplace'sname for dinner. The burger was huge. O.O

I love how my lips looked like. :)

Since the queue was too long, we were off to Sunway Pyramid. Adeline were off to Uncle Lim's and GaiusBooo, JustinOink and I were off to the cinema. The queue was okay, but " Hancock " was fulled. So we were off to Uncle Lim's. It was boring because GaiusBooo, JustinOink and I were doing nothing, but finishing the drinks and Adeline, Redha, Muhammad, his girlfriend and Idon'tknowwhathisnameis were talking. JustinOink suggested to go to Barcelona, but I insisted on going for something else because of the first and last visit to there. So GaiusBooo, JustinOink and I were off to the cinema again. We wanted to watch " Run, Fat Boy, Run " because the title sounded funny, but I had to go back home early. So we booked tickets for " Nanny's Diaries ".

The movie was okay.

We marched ourselves to Sunway's entrance and were waiting for Adeline to come and picked us up. I felt bad because Adeline wanted to spend time with Redha, but I ruined everything. Adeline, I am sorry. :(

I don't know why, but I like this picture. :)

Adeline picked us up and sent JustinOink home and GaiusBooo and I home. I ran upstairs to change and put on White Jersey and a pair of white Padini boxers.

Dad.: Who is downstairs?
Me.: GaiusBooo.
Dad.: For a sleepover?
Me.: Yes, he is.

At that point, I was happy because he sounded carefree with the fact that GaiusBooo was in our place for a sleepover, but when he knocked on my door.

Me.: Yes.
Dad.: Here are some clothes for him to change. x Handed me his clothes. x
Me.: Oh. Okay. Thanks.
Dad.: Look at how much I love you.

I ran downstairs with dad's clothes in my hand and told GaiusBooo what happened. He was surprised. Haha.

GaiusBooo took this when I was sleeping. My cheecks looked fat. Damnit.

6th July 2oo8.

I woke up to GaiusBooo, disturbing me. Even though I had 1 hour of beauty sleep, I was energized enough to bitch with him. Bernard came downstairs to wake me up for swimming classes, but I was awake already. So I got ready. I put on a White tee and a pair of White Padini boxers.[ That looks like a pair of shorts. ]

Uncle Wai and cousins picked us up and we were off to Idon'tknowwhattheplace'snameis. The lesson was okay.

We were off to Restaurant Fish Heads for lunch. GaiusBooo loved them so much that he stole my food. ;P Haha. Okay. Fine. I gave him. Because I love him like that, yo. ;)

Uncle Wai and cousins sent GaiusBooo, Bernard and I home. GaiusBooo and I were exhausted due to the amount of beauty sleep he had.[ He didn't sleep at all because he didn't want to waste his time sleeping. Instead, he wanted to spend time with me even though I slept off. For your kind information, I didn't make that up. That was what he told me. :) ] He slept off in the living room and I slept off in my bedroom. By the time I woke up, it was evening already.

Andrew picked GaiusBooo, Kah Chi and I and we were off to the restaurant for dinner.

Adeline and I sent GaiusBooo to Tasik Selatan and she sent me home.

I wish he wasn't that sensitive.
I miss Mc D. :(
I thought that I have let go of the past, but I was wrong.
I hope she heard me. If she didn't, bitch. :)
He thought that I had Parkinson. I hope he dies and rots in Blackhole Hell.
If only he told me earlier, then I would get the chance to see her and scream vulgar words to her. :) Because I am a bitch like that, yo. ;)
I am still confused. Head or heart?
I wish I could let go of the past.
I am glad they like him. :)
Racists annoy me. I hope they die and rot in Blackhole Hell.